Excuses, none here
Reasons are much more clear
Cocaine was an addiction
This is a disease
Nearly twice powder took my life in form of OD
Seems so silly now the possibility of death
My friend put it so easily
You better get right, before you get left
Life is a game of chess
I am a vulnerable King
The Crown lays heavily on my Royal head
I know to stop, but I drink instead
Sloppy drunk, laying in bed
What the fuck, living or dead
Am I alive or just waiting to die?