all ive ever wanted is, was, and...
has it all become forgotten.
all ive ever wanted is
absolute truth.
absolute triumph.
absolut vodka
absolute sadness.
a completion of my own thoughts,
and better understanding of
where i stand.
im tired of running in cyrcles around this topic.

::downloading::

in the process of growing old
im forgetting who i was as a child,
and my thoughts have become tainted
as to who i really am.
where i came from,
should guide where im going.
but ive forgotten my way back home,
so how shall i ever know where to rebuild my house?